sometimes i just wonder..unpredictable nga ako..but..am i really that insensitive? sobra naman na ‘to..

well..i can accept that if you say..”kiko, napaka-unpredictable mo!”..eh totoo naman talaga yun..pero kung sasabihin mong napaka-insensitive ko..para naman sinabi mo na bato ako..walang pakiramdam and un-aware of people’s feelings..

medyo hindi ko yata matatanggap yun..come to think of it..ako? hindi naman siguro..sometimes i may be rude..pero i admit that..oo ill-tempered ako..pero kapag nagkakamali naman ako i admit it..

hindi ko na maintindihan bakit hindi pa din nagegetz ng karamihan sa mga friends and acquaintances ko yun ugali kong ganito..sometimes i would even think..do you really know me that well?

at one point in time of my life i asked one important girl in my life..”jhen, insensitive ba ako or nagtatangatangahan lang?” well..naging kami nung girl na yun..peace tayo ha..example lang ‘to..ikaw kasi yung naaalala ko na pinagtanungan ko nito ng directly..

then the girl answered back..”hindi naman..”

so, ano ba talaga?

which is which..oo i would accept it na super taas ng ego ko..does that have anything to do with being insensitive?

bottomline is..i’m just asking kung insensitive ako..that’s how i feel right now..feeling ko super insensitive ko na hindi ko alam na nakasakit na pala ako ng feelings ng isang important person sa buhay ko..

sorry miss christine wong..peace na po tayo..