listen to the things i have to say..

it’s a wednesday night.. last day of my work week.. it’s a slow start.. i’ve just updated our team board and checked if i have a new email..

i’ve been thinking about a little predicament for a few days now.. actually it’s not that little of a predicament.. somehow complicated.. ain’t it blur.. haha!

february has been a lonely month.. march is quite easy and surprising at the same time.. ok fine.. let me tell something about it..

on february i had a little misunderstanding with a colleague.. “misunderstanding”.. which wasn’t supposed to happen.. it’s just me.. and i just couldn’t help but put in the situation personal issues.. ooops! we haven’t talked for thirty-four days.. got that? thirty-four days.. after about four or five apologies, finally a truce.. haha!

on the same month christine’s dad got a mild stroke and i was texted by her and her younger sister to pray for their dad.. sure.. then things got well again.. it’s been three months by march if i can remember well.. since december 9, 2006, we haven’t talked or chat or even replied to her text messages.. ok.. it’s me.. the cold-hearted me.. christmas time even passed and i didn’t reply to even one of her text messages..

and then came march.. things are well on that month.. christine and i are talking again.. same goes with my colleague at work of course..

predicament.. month of april.. i don’t know what is happening.. am i just the natural nice person.. oh yeah.. give me a break.. i’m not the goody-goody person.. i’m only nice to someone if i really want to.. and usually this has to be personal.. hmmm..

oh let me just mention this.. me quoting my self.. “that’s fine.. as long as you know to whom you’re coming back..”

there’s nobody to come back to anymore.. we are just hanging out now.. good friends.. and my colleague.. i think i’m getting to like her more and more each day..

ok.. let’s end this post..