Ikaw Lamang by Silent Sanctuary

Di ko maintindihan
Ang nilalaman ng puso
Tuwing magkahawak ang ating kamay
Pinapanalangin lagi tayong magkasama
Hinihiling bawat oras kapiling ka

Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta

Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na

Ayoko ng maulit pa
Ang nakaraang ayokong maalala
Bawat oras na wala ka
Parang mabigat na parusa

Huwag mong kakalimutan na kahit nag-iba
Hindi ako tumigil magmahal sayo sinta

Sa lahat ng aking ginagawa
Ikaw lamang ang nasa isip ko sinta

Sana’y di na tayo magkahiwalay
Kahit kailan pa man

Ikaw lamang ang aking minamahal
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong inaasam
Makapiling ka habang buhay
Ikaw lamang sinta
Wala na kong hihingin pa
Wala na

My Horoscope Today, March 27, 2007

My Horoscope Today, March 27, 2007

“Even if some things are settling down a bit, this is still a happening time for you Lions, with the Moon back in your sign. If you have a strong attraction for someone, it may be appropriate to demonstrate your feelings now. But your actions might bring conflict at work. Just remember that once you express yourself, there can be ramifications you didn’t previously consider.”

Got this from my Google Homepage Horoscope from tarot.com

I feel like it’s somebody who knows me who is writing the daily horoscope. Haha! *Ü*

Sana Maulit Muli.. : 2007.03.23

Sana maulit muli
Ang mga oras nating nakaraan
Bakit nagkaganito
Naglaho nga ba ang pag-ibig mo

Sana maulit muli
Sana bigyan ng pansin ang himig ko
Kahapon, bukas, ngayon
Tanging wala nang ibang mahal

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka
‘Di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na
‘Di na sana lalapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ibalik ang kahapon
Sandaling ‘di mapapantayan
‘Wag sana nating itapon
Pagmamahal na tapat

At kung ako’y nagkamali minsan
‘Di na ba mapagbibigyan
O giliw dinggin mo ang nais ko
Ang nais ko

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka
‘Di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na
‘Di na sana lalapit-lapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ito ang tanging nais ko
Ang ating kahapon
Sana maulit muli

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka
‘Di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na
‘Di na sana lalapit-lapit pa
Kung kaya kong iwanan ka
‘Di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na
‘Di na sana lalapit pa

Mahal pa rin kita
O giliw
O giliw..

She said, She said.. : 2007.03.22

You might be thinking it should be he said, she said.. Read on..

Actually two people already asked me.. somehow.. the same questions..

“Anong plano mo? Hindi ba boring sa’yo ‘to?”

and..

“For good ka na ba talaga d’yan? Kala ko ba plano mong maghanap ng ibang work? Mahirap yan kapag sinasabi mo na wala kang time.”

And two persons so dear asked me the same thing.. Should this be a wake-up call? Question to myself.. Do I really have plans of leaving? — Yes; What’s holding you back? — Pride, Something to Prove, Comfort Zone(Biggest Issue), and perhaps The People I’m Working With Now.

Now let me consider this an ailment, a disease, let’s consider I’m sick but keeping it. I’ve already given my answer, I have plans of leaving.

quote.. unquote.. : 2007.03.22

This is just so cool.. I don’t wanna miss out a comment on this..

“If two people love each other, but they just can’t seem to get it together, when do you get to that point of enough is enough?” – from the movie, The Mexican

Four.. Five Times break-up.. hmmm.. I think you should call it quits by then.. but.. I’ll keep that in mind.. Haha! *Ü*

hard habit to break.. : 2007.03.10

it’s already 10:15pm.. it’s been two hours since i woke up..

this morning we had a few drinks.. can’t say a few bottles because i didn’t drank from a bottle.. i had five glasses.. of what.. kurant seven.. ( kiko! you still have a bottle of absolut vodka at home! )

it is nice to be with friends..

and sometimes this is what i really miss.. yeah..

just this week while on my way home.. i heard this on the radio.. can’t remember the exact words though.. but this is the idea.. “graduation is the beginning and the end of a lot of things..”

and then a sudden change of station, i heard a familiar song which i really heard a few times before but never really knew what it’s title is.. not hard habit to break.. i know this song by heart.. duh! another song with the same meaning.. an opm..

i’ve searched for the song on the internet just a few minutes ago and now i’m playing it.. i just love it..

and though how hard we try to forget.. we just can’t easily get some things off our minds.. some people.. a special person.. awwww..

that’s what’s so hard with getting attached.. to friends.. to classmates.. to colleagues at work.. to somebody.. because you get used that the person is always there.. and when that person has to leave.. it’s just so hard to let go..

yes, this doesn’t only apply to a loved one..

it’s like a so-priced possession.. so precious.. hihi..

sentimental fool..

it’s a saturday night.. i don’t have work.. but i’m at home.. i remember back in college.. at this time, 10:34pm, we’re already in tagaytay.. awwww.. those were the days.. miss you guys.. i really do..

bad day.. : 2007.03.08

when everything starts fine in your day, don’t celebrate until the day ends, you might end up having a bad day. i even said, ” i love thursday!” oh well, and now what? it’s the little things that seems to pile-up that makes a mess.

don’t call my extension! use chat! you almost got that call abandoned! you asked, i answered, “i’m pissed!” and don’t say the newbie can call again because that will count to my team’s service level!

don’t do a cold transfer! it’s no excuse to be a newbie! i’m sorry is not always acceptable. this is work. in training, you guys were often asked, “do you understand?” and you people answer in chorus, “yes!” oh please! that’s the problem why we have to give refreshers over and over and over again because it’s easy to answer yes.

i need a breather! this is such a bad day! ahhhh!!! sh*t!

12:24 PM : 2007.03.05

just arrived..

drank a few bottles with some of my best buds at work.. there’s alex, arch, and winkie..

last night all of a sudden i thought of drinking.. not depressed.. not celebrating.. just wanting some liquor.. perhaps a little envious of my former team because they had a little night out..

we were talking about some things happening at work.. a little complain.. a little appreciation.. and some piece of reason..

one by one we became our own topics.. arch about.. alex about.. kiko about.. whatever whatever..

by the way, i hate the lighting in the production floor.. it’s like we are working in a very well lit factory.. duh! are we assembling IC’s?! what’s the need for a very bright light..

today’s shift has been a breeze.. not much issues.. only a few.. as usual.. and some attitude problem.. haha! funny.. really! sometimes when we are talking we keep on having subliminal messages.. seafood.. peanut.. ramadan.. hahaha!

oh shit! we, that’s arch and i, are already scouting for possible new teammates.. nakz! we already have some prospects.. sad that nio is already a comm coach.. if he wasn’t promoted as a comm coach, he would have been our bet for the position.. nyuk nyuk! hey how’s darth maul? i see patrick is playing with it..

back to our drinking session.. somehow we’re giving our sermon to arch again.. haha!

oh, they have good sisig here.. and the spicy? sausage is very spicy.. hot seat then a spicy food.. who wouldn’t sweat?!

hey alex, don’t you dare be absent tonight! haha!

anyway anyway.. winkie arrive just when we were leaving so we have to get another round..

when would the next round of drinks be? i hope we have a team building.. perhaps on GJ’s b-day? dream on! haha!

some things are doing fine these days.. some.. not all.. well.. what do i have to say.. but.. sorry.. i’m sorry.. let’s talk.. =)

dig by incubus : 2007.02.05

we all have a weakness
but some of ours are easier to identify look me in the eye
and ask for forgiveness
we’ll make a pact to never speak that word again
yes you are my friend
we all have something that digs at us
at least we dig each other
so when weakness turns my ego up
i know you’ll count on that me from yesterday
if i turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we’ll always have each other
when everything else is gone
we all have a sickness
that cleverly attaches and multiplies
no matter how hard we try
we all have someone that digs at us
at least we dig each other
so when sickness turns my ego up
i know you’ll act as a clever medicine
if i turn into another
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me
sing this song
remind me that we’ll always have each other
when everything else is gone
oh each other
when everything
else is gone

kailan pa? : 2007.02.02

*** torpe song no.1 ***

kailan pa by parokya ni edgar

bakit tuwing ikaw ay nakikita
lumulundag ang aking puso
kapag ang tinig mo nama’y naririnig
tahimik ang buong daigdig

bawat gabi mag-isa akong nagiisip
sana ay kapiling ka
balak ko sana’y sabihin ko na
ang aking nadarama

kailan pa… ito magagawa
kailan pagbibigyan ng tadhana
bukas ba… o sa makalawa
kung hindi ngayon
kailan pa…

minsan tayo’y naiwan
walang ibang kasama
ngunit nang ikaw ay kaharap ko na
di ko masabing mahal kita

kailan pa… ito magagawa
kailan pagbibigyan ng tadhana
bukas ba… o sa makalawa
kung hindi ngayon
kailan pa…

kailan pa… ito magagawa
kailan pagbibigyan ng tadhana
bukas ba… o sa makalawa
kung hindi ngayon
kailan pa…

kailan pa… ito magagawa
kailan pagbibigyan ng tadhana
bukas ba… o sa makalawa
kung hindi ngayon
kailan pa…
kailan pa…

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